| in life we do things, some we wish we had never done, some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads, but they make us who we are and in the end, those experiences shape every detail about us, if we're to reverse any of them, we wouldn't be at the exact place that we are today... so just live...make mistakes...and have wonderful times, but never second guess who you are, where you have been and most importantly, where it is that you are goin'... just have faith that life is happenin' as it should...
BUT..... ever step im talkin' every move i feels lost with no direction my faith is shakin' :(
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| 13*Sun
recently... i always lookin forward to my future... and lookin backward for my past... but i forgot to think abt my present* i cannot make it clear... i hv been standin here for long long time ago... i know i shouldnt waste my time... i hv to move on.... im prayin for that day to cum... and i always try to make it clear.... but everything and everyway seem like dosn't work... why my life will suck like this....
father in heaven, u know that I must decide on my vocation in life. u know more than anybody else wht is best for me, and wht kind of career is most suitable for me. I entrust myself into ur fatherly care, and pray that u make clear ur plans for me and guide me to choose that career which suits my tastes n talents. plz help me to select not what I think, but wht u know is best for me. when I take the right decision, plz do not allow me to waver or to give it up. give me the strength to have confidence in myself and in the gifts and talents that u have bestowed upon me. and help me to realize that time is a v.precious thing, plz give me the strength, that I may not waste a single moment, not to idle away my time, not to squander it,not to misuse it.
that’s wht eve thinkin’ abt…. i totally get lost*=( |
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| 3rd Mon*
i dun need to find a million reasons why... some ways we are different, but together we are so rite. cus from the start till now, we dun need to pretend, thats why we're perfect all the time, cus we know what we have through the good n bad, we both know how good of these feels :) arent we ?
this is u and this is me.... this is us and this is how we love<3
reality are not that brutal, cus i know u're always there for me i'll be brave.... i u |
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| 24*FrI
finally i back to my xangasite... i hvnt update it for almost a half year. durin' this half year of 2009, theres hv so many unexpected things happened on me. many things had changed... theres no more shelter for me when im flee from fact. i hv to face it by myself...hv to slove the problemsssss. its really exhausted...but they force me to grow*
by the way i feel so in love.... our unbelievable love :) iheartulkl
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| Hapi New Year 2009 whatever with the past has gone the best is yet to come J
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